today i feel like i am empty on the inside. not in a sense that i am lonely but in a sense that there is nothing inside of me. like i have nothing to offer especially when it comes to relationships. i feel like whenever someone starts to get to know me they see that i really dont have anything they want so they leave to find something better. i always feel like its my fault if a relationship doesn't last.
i think about this quote from time to time and i feel like posting it:
Anyone desperate enough for suicide...should be desperate enough to go to creative extremes to solve problems: elope at midnight, stow away on the boat to New Zealand a